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Here are some lyrics from some of my favorite songs. Enjoy!

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The Way I Feel by 12 Stones
 
Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
Youve given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside youll see my heart is true
 
Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice 

Come on.
 
The world I know is pulling me
More and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for You
 
Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice 

(You know sometimes deep inside)
I feel like this

Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice 

Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yeah, the way I feel
I hate the way, the way I feel.

Transparent by Spineshank
 
I spend my time
Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life
Force me to hide
Just create a truth to all these lies

I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

The only hand
That I know how to hold belongs to me
How it began
What I though was right became my insecurity

I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

It's on my own
It's on my own

Weakness becomes me
My faults relieve me
My fear excludes me
Turns it against me
My fault
My fear
Turned it against me

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way, it's only this way

It's on my own
It's on my own

Seamless by Transparent
 
If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You're just a liar, everything inside me's dead
It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead

Don't preach a story of success and gifted thinking
Because in the end were gonna end up the same way
Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees
'Cause I'll be standing waiting, life ends the same way

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

The life you've given is a poorly painted picture
The colors running and it's staggering my life
A definition of the truth is all I wanted
Not mental beatings falling short of stupidity

Don't give a speech on your prolific ways of living
You speak in vain whether you think you do or not
Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies
You are the shame inside of me, you mindrot

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You're just a liar, everything inside me's dead
It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead

You're so mistaken on the life you think I wanted
I'll give you credit for the effort you put forth
'Cause as it ends you're gonna start to realize that
Your fuckin' prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life...

Broken by 12 Stones
 
Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you
 
Cause Im broken 
I know I need you now
Cause deep inside I'm broken 
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away
 
I question why you chose to die
When you knew your truth I would deny
You look at me
The tears begin to fall
And all in all faith is blind
But I fail time after time
Daily in my sin I take your life
All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothings gonna change
Until I'm broken

Crash by 12 Stones
 
As I lie tossing in my bed
lost in my fears remembering what you said
and I try to hide the truth within
the mask of myself shows its face again
still I lie time and time again
will you deny me when we meet again?

And I feel like I'm falling
farther everyday
but I know that you're there
watching over me.
And I feel like I'm drowning
the waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
it will set me free.

As I find truth where I found it times before.
As I search for your hope
I'm finding so much more.
And I try to be more like you
and I deny myself to prove my heart is true.

And I feel like I'm falling
farther everyday
but I know that you're there
watching over me.
And I feel like I'm drowning
the waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
it will set me free.

I hear your voice calling
the time has come for me.
Inside this life I'm living
there's nothing left for me.
My mind is slowly fading
so far away from me
each time I start crawling
you're there watching me.

And I feel like I'm falling
farther everyday
but I know that you're there
watching over me.
And I feel like I'm drowning
the waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
it will set me free.

Synthetic by Spineshank
 
I can never feel the way you do
But it still becomes me now
I can't take the way you do
But it's still inside me

Synthetic solution
Synthetic, I'll become
Synthetic, if it makes this go away

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
How I let you get inside of me? Twist my words the way that you do
'Cause it falls on deaf ears now
Still, I've learned to numb your views
But they're still inside me

Synthetic solution
Synthetic, I'll become
Synthetic if it makes this go away

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
Now I let you get inside of me?

I will never follow you...

At this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you
All this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you
Wrong
Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right

How I let you get inside of me?

I have become synthetic

Perfect Ending by Spineshank
 
Well i feel that all this becomes this waste that we call life
And its real yet i hate all the things that i've become

Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling
Thats only becoming my friend this is gone im home as only you can see
I want to know why this happening to me

Still you try but at times like this i cant believe your lies
And i feel that the same is happening to you so

Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling
Thats only becoming my friend this is gone im home as only you can see
I want to know why this happening to me

All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming

I fall asleep inside my head because frustrations all thats left
I cant afford to work this out because frustrations all I

Still we try but at times like this they wont believe our lies
And we know why all of this is happening so
Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling
Thats only becoming my friend this is gone i'm home as only you can see
I want to know why this happening to me

All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming

Full Circle by Spineshank
 
My mind is only of your demise
But i find that your still ill
My life is nothing but stolen lies
So i look for a life to steal
My kind is livin' a life that dies
But my eyes see human life
This time im starting to recognise
But its pointless to save my life

I've come full circle
I've come full circle
I've come full circle
I've come full circle

Its just the meaning that i
Everything's for a life
Im everything that im supposed to be until i die
I never wanted this but it still happened this way
I just want to repress but you wont let me

If you leave me now i wonder what would happen to my world
Your just a never healing sore..beating me

I tried believing your honest face
Cuz it helps make the time pass by
Unlike that time ive been dead for days
So i mourn rather than confine

I've come full circle
I've come full circle
I've come full circle
I've come full circle

Its all what you did to me
Then i became this way
But still the time slips away
Forcing me to stay i try to stay on top
But you fucked me instead i dont want to commit
I just want to forget

If you leave me now i wonder what would happen to my world
Your just a never healing sore..beating me

Loose by Primer 55
 
Here i come with the new style kicking
Just can't help it, cause it's so damn wicked
Insane in the brain with a mind like cujo
Ya better run, cause i'm about to get loco
Feelin' this way is an everyday thing, see
Ya talkin' shit, but you don't know me
Ya look around, ya see we got the most juice

Watch these fuckers jump when I get loose
I get loose
Watch these fuckers jump when i get loose
I get loose
Watch these fuckers jump

I guess it's ok, i guess not
Talkin' all that shit like a big shot
Come by the masses or come by the few
Ain't got nothin' but love for this crew
And i can see that's why you're so jealous
And i can see that's not your exuse
And i can see that's why you're so jealous

Watch these fuckers jump when I get loose
I get loose
Watch these fuckers jump when I get loose
I get loose
Watch these fuckers jump

Are you down with phat sound bitch

Pigs by Primer 55
 
another mutha fuckin' pig , talkin' shit, tryin' to teach me a lesson
another fuckin' point about the way i'm dressin'
baggy pants, baggy shirt, long hair, so what
i don't give a fuck what you think, keep your mouth shut
i don't wanna hear what the fuck you gotta say
do it like this, you gotta do it my way
bullshit, i'm not a clone, i'm just an individual, yeah, imagine that
it's a muthafuckin' miracle

look into the eyes of a killer man, look into the eyes of a pig
look into the eyes of a killer man, slam, damn boy, i wish you did

i look to the east and the west side, try to run, try to run
but you can't hide from everyone of your fuckin' harrassments
one more pig just got that ass kicked
i got some news for the boys in blue
they best not fuck with the wicked crew
throwin' down on pigs and i'm never gonna confess
give it up, give it up, i'm getting buck wild, yes

look into the eyes of a killer man, look into the eyes of a pig
look into the eyes of a killer man, slam, damn boy, i wish you did

here i come, i got to get wicked
set' em loose, set' em loose , set the pigs loose.

Introduction to Mayhem by Primer 55
 
little acts, little deeds for little minds
i'm a breed, i'm a breed of my own kind
attitude, gratitude, i let that shit carry me
and do it every day, until the muthafuckas bury me
and you think we dress and we act strange
to unchange the words that we exchange
take a deep breath , try to leave that shit unsaid
and step on the stage where i unleash the hatred

know who the fuck you're talkin' to?
know who the fuck you're talkin' to?
know who the fuck you're talkin' to?
know who the fuck you're talkin' to?
out of my way
out of my way

hipocrites, politics and democracy
governments overran by hiporcracy
there they go, there they go
all in my business, sellin' their souls and they ask for forgiveness
and i think everybody better come clean, and raise up to the wrongs that are happening
take a deep breath, try to leave that shit unsaid
and step on the stage where i unleash the hatred

know who the fuck you're talkin' to?
know who the fuck you're talkin' to?
know who the fuck you're talkin' to?
know who the fuck you're talkin' to?
out of my way
out of my way

get buck
get buck muthafucker, get buck!

The Big Fuck You by Primer 55
 
little bitch boys thinking nothing is going to happen
hear you talking shit but i can't stop laughing
a little psycho ego trippin'
on your chin where you got caught slippin'
two faces on the same head, rippin' one off to make the other see red
i feel hate, just gotta destroy, one little, two little, three little bitch boys

here i come, here i come, out of the blue, little bitch boy with the big fuck you
here i come , out of the blue, talk enough shit, gonna see what the fuck i do

bitch boys gonna stir up some shit, bitch turn around , turn around get your wig split
pull the hammer back as i pop the fuckin' clip in
just like double oh seven on a mission
insane, godamn i think i'm loco, just another voice in my head
that i don't know
i still hate, i still gotta destroy, every last one of those muthafuckin' bitch boys

here i come, here i come, out of the blue, little bitch boy with the big fuck you
here i come , out of the blue, talk enough shit, gonna see what the fuck i do

antoher track from the dark side, dark side of my psyche
if you think i won't, muthafucker just try me
steppin' on up , step, step, to the front line
you got yours, muthafucker, i will get mine.

Stain by Primer 55
 
i like feeling the filthy i like feeling shame
call me what you want to, a fucking little stain
tell me something different
don't keep it the same
i like causing problems. i'll take all the blame

i will cut'em up, i will bring'em down
cause i'm a stain

that's the way i like it , so that's the way it goes
scream until my ears ring, blood pours out my nose
left to feel the darkness, left to feel the cold
left to feel the emptiness without your streets of gold

i will cut'em up , i will bring'em down
cause i'm a stain

i have little patience , a tolerance for pain
chip upon my shoulder, hatred in my brain
they make me feel worthless, they make me feel shame
hate me cause i'm filthy, hate me i'm a stain

i will cut'em up, i will bring'em down
cause i'm a stain

dead bodies, all around me
look into the eyes of your enemy

Die MF Die by Dope
 
I don't need your forgiveness
I don't need your hate
I don't need your acceptance
So what should I do
I don't need your resistance
I don't need your prayers
I don't need your religion
I don't need a thing from you

I don't do what I've been told
Your so lame why don't you

Just go
Die mother fucker die mother fucker die

I don't need your prison
I don't need your pain
I don't need your decision
So what should I do
I don't need your approval
I don't need your hope
I don't need your lectures
I don't need a thing from you

I'll be sorry when I'm old
You're so full of shit man

Just go
Die mother fucker die mother fucker die

Boom

I don't need your forgiveness
I don't need your hate
I don't need your acceptance
So what should I do

I'll be sorry so you've said
I'm not sorry
Bang You're Dead

Die mother fucker die mother fucker die

Die

Dose by Primer 55
 
psychodelic suicide, trip it and you'll never die
sometimes, i can not believe, the things that acid does to me
chemicals inside my brian, laughter easing all my pain
once thing i cannot believe is things that this world does to meö
does to me

somebody help me, i'm falling apart at the seams
only salvation is a drug called lsd

psychodelic suicide, hate that's dwelling deep inside
look inside and you will see, there's no such thing as make believe
chemicals inside my brian, assuring me that i'm insane
one thing i cannot believe, is things that this world does to meö.
does to me

somebody help me, i'm falling apart at the seams
only salvation is a drug called lsd

i can do anything when i dose, i can do nothing

somebody help me, i'm falling apart at the seams
only salvation is a drug called lsd

underneath the skin, lies your misery
somebody help me, i'm falling apart at the seams

Be Quiet and Drive (Far Away) by Deftones
 
This town dont feel mine
I'm fast to get away-FAR

I dressed you in her clothes
Now drive me far - away, away, away

It feels good to know your mine
Now drive me far - away, away, away
FAR away
I dont care where just FAR - away [x3]
And I dont care

FAR - away

And I dont care where just FAR - away [x3]

Elite by Deftones
 
When you're ripe you'll
bleed out of control
you'll bleed out of control
you like attention
it's proof to you you're alive
stop parading your angles
confused?
you'll know when you're ripe
when you're ripe you'll
bleed out of control
you'll bleed out of control
you're pregnant with all this
space thick with honey
but I lost my taste
you're into depression cause
it matches your eyes
stop this faux to be famous
confused?
you'll know when you're ripe

Back to School by Deftones
 
So run
Right
Right back to school
Check it
Look back I sift through all the cliques
Roaming' the halls all year, making me sick
While everyone's out tryin to make the cut
What?
And when you think you know me right I switch it up
Behind the walls smokin' cigarettes and sippin' vodka
I profess to catch a cab, ain't no one can stop us
Give me a break about some other mess
What were you?
Act like it's everything you got
Push back the square
Now that you need her but you don't
So there you go
Cause back in school
We are the leaders of it all
Stop that, quit! - All that, quit!
Who ruined it? You did! Now grab a notebook and a pen
Start taking notes, I'm being everyone who's on the top
You think we're on the same page - but, oh we're not!
I'll be the man, watch your backpack and the pencils
Just like he now flippin it, why you just keep it simple?
You just can't go wrong rocking' the clothes
Coppin' the stance
'Cause really is everything that you got!
Push back the square
Now that you need her but you don't
So there you go!
Cause back in school
We are the leaders of it all
So
Transpose
Or stop your lies
It's what you do
Transpose
Or stop your lies
So run
So why don't you run, so why don't you run
So why don't you run back to school
So why don't you run, so why don't you run
All you are - Now I'm on the next page
All you are - It's time to close the book up
All you are - I'm on the next page
All you are - Close the book up now

Alone I Break by KoRn
 
Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I'm ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be my own

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm hanging from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going take its place?
Am I going to leave this race?
(Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess God's up in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come?
(More to come)

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

From the Inside by Linkin Park

I dont know who to trust your surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but Im so tired of this deceit)

(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet

(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but Im so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you

I wont waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

Ill take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you
Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you
You
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